Wednesday, October 05, 2005
you really need to see this >,< click on the pic to view it (:
MEEEEEH DOOOOOONG
my dad came back today (: and he will be fixing my comp soon!
okay today is a rather a shitty day.or its just that today i am kinda moody + a chain of event that led me to what i am today ):
today grp study came a new guy.i can swear that i seem to see him before somewhere...
today situation was very tenses.there were only 5 of us but somehow i felt the guy is closely related to 1 of the 2 girls there.made me abit uneasy.oh well i can always stalk the guy up when i am free.
somehow its again girls talks? they can be seen goin to the kitchen and talk than sit at 1 corner or use their hp to comunicate.fuck that.i should't be too much of a busybody.i sat there quietly and did my work..
wx left home 1st than left 4 of us,i ask the last few question than mr seah close the day.than E duno y rush off 1st lol.left the 3 of us and i was like the last to leave the house. than she and the new guy duno do what,like purpously want me to go 1st.anyway i went down 1st and didn't say a word.yeah my mind starting to came up with the most retard reaction..
desision to walk home came to my mind.actually its very far LOL from JE swiming complex to my house.but at least i get to spent some good time alone walking in the dark and console myself about the nice breeze (: on the way back i think about my life/friends/family/mrs neo/and little calvin neo jia ling ): the last 2 are always giving me problems..mafan until can die..
when u like someone you should let the other person know.beacause it may be a regret for life but then again sometimes we don't beacause we are scare of the after effect that we may enounter.life is FULL OF SHIT...
and i know what i will be eating tml after i get haircut. MEE POK! CHU DOU DOU =X
i get so emotional sometimes ):
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Wednesday, October 05, 2005
